Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i'll forgive you weirdo!

Weirdo..

That’s all I can say. Yup, today there’s someone came to me and said sorry. And since I once had been so closed to her, so I thought she is my friend. I’d been closed to her only on our first semester. The next semester some how I thought she’s so childish and I just can’t stand with her. So, I started to get part from her and find other new friends. It’s not that she’s not good enough but I don’t think she able to hear me out and she’ll never understand others feeling. And as for me, I would like to have friends that will understand me and someone that can give me advices and show me the path when I’m lost. I need a person that I can lean on and reach my hand when I fall. i can be childish but I just cant bear it when she keeps being childish and tell everyone about her boyfriend even during the lesson or lecture. For me, that’s all nonsense! And some how GEDIXx giler!!perlu ker?org lain pon ade bf what… aini tak suke tp since dia pernah jd kawan aini aini diam je la.tp air muke aini tak boleh sorok ape yg aini rase. She’s so annoying, man!! I can’t help it! I’m sorry! Org lain gelak2 dgn cara dia, igt diorg exactly suke ke? Haisyy…

Last year dia ade ckp yg dier tak suke dgn impression aini in front of the class…gile kn? Aini malu jugaklah time tuh, tp aini mmg tak suke dia buat perangai macam tuh, macam mane aini nk senyum? So, aini biar jela dia kritik aini camtuh. Yes I admit, aini mmg mcm tuh. So, da lame2 tuh ok je…cume aini mmg tak byk ckp la dgn dia dam cm dgn kwn2 aini yg lain. Bukan since kejadian yg dier luah perasaan kat depan kelas tuh, mmg dah tak byk ckp since dier menggedik tak tentu hala..aini rimas…aini ckp dgn dier hal2 penting je. Tp perasaan aini dkt dier normal la…mcm org lain.tadelah nk benci ke, mara ke, tanak kawan ke…semua2 tuh la…huhuhu... and tibe2 td dia dtg mintak maaf…weird dowhhh…tp aini terima je la…cume aini tak faham ape yg berlaku. All of sudden, out of nowhere, tibe2 dier dtg mintak maaf and that’s it…tu jer…pelikkan?takpernah2 dier nk dtg bilik aini…hm tp aini pon mintak maafla sekali dkt dier, cumenyer yg menyebabkan aini tulis psal dia kat sini sbb aini tak fhm sbb tibe2 je…and aini tak taw dia betul2 ke tak…kompius…heee….but hope everything will be just fine!heeee…in conclusion,

I love my friends NOW! Chark, efa, zatul, aniza, by, hani, timah! Hope our friendship last forever! :) and also cant wait for our vacation to Kuching!!!! yayyy!!

2 comments:

Einrihk said...

But at least dia da cbe minta maaf seikhlas hati n u have no right utk kutuk2 dia kat sni sambil dengan selambenyer mempertikaikan keikhlasan hati dia. x terpikir k yg ramai org akn bc blog ni? or awk mmg saje2 nk beritahu semua org?
By da way, sedikit nasihat, kalau nak seorang kawan ataupun kawan2 yang blh membimbing awk, do all the kind things and what so eva, jd la org yg mcm tu dlu..juz remember, what u give, u'll get back.

fad.zain said...

sorii...tak kutuk lgsg...and tade niat langsung...just ckp pelik jer...itu sahaje...and just bgtaw ape yg rase je...and btw, this is my blog.i have rite to say whatever i want...kalo bace btol2 pon kat ats blog dah boley bace, its just how i express my feeling..kenape nk emo sgt plak tibe2?and did i ever mentioned her name?tak kn?so, does it means that i want to tell everyone bout it? i just feel kind of weird...that's all...jgnla cepat melatah sgt..even tajok tuh pon, i firgive her...no hard feeling...kenape mcm tibe2 nk mara2 plak? aneh2 je...haisyyy...