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Assalamualaikum.... Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh. ini adalah surat wasiat dari penjaga makam Nabi Muhammad SAW iaitu Sheikh AhmadMaeine (Saudi Arabia). pada suatu malam ketika membaca Al-Quran dimakam Rasulullah SAW. selepas membaca lalu hamba tertidur, dalam tidur hamba bermimpi didatangi Rasulullah SAW lalu bersabda kepada hamba, dalam 60 000 orang yang meninggal dunia di zaman ini tiada seorang pun yang matinya dalam keadaan beriman.
(a)isteri tidak mendengar kata suami.
(b)orang kaya tidak lagi bertimbang rasa.
(c)orang tidak lagi berzakat dan tidak membuatkebajikan.

Oleh itu wahai Sheikh Ahmad, hendaklah kamu menyedarkan kepada orang Islam ini supaya membuat kebajikan, kerana hari penghabisan(....Qiamat) akan tiba di mana bintang akan terbit dari langit, sesudah itu matahari akan turun di atas kepala.

PESANAN HAMBA INI
(a) berselawat - untuk junjungan Nabi kitaMuhammad SAW.
(b) bertaubatlah - dengan segera sementara. Pintu Taubat masih terbuka.
(c) Bersembahyangla....
(d) berzakat - jangan ditinggalkan.
(e) Menunaikan Fardhu haji - bila berkemampuan.
(f) Jangan menderhaka kepada kedua ibu bapa.

ape2 je la...

HI!

so today, ade blood donation dekat IPG aini.. and aini juge salah seorang penderma yg amat berbesar hati untuk melakukan pendermaan tersebut...heehhe...skema!

last time aini derma darah 2008 kowt. time tuh aini pitam and hari ni aini mmg giler phobia la nk derma.but since nk skip kelas maths yg mengantok lg membosankan itu, maka aini buang rase phobia dan terus melangkah ke dewan serikandi utk derma darah bersama2 cakila, aniz, dan madhihah! heee...aini siap amek gmbar dengan dr mihat (dia ketua jabatan hal ehwal pelajar) lg!seronokk betul! dia mmg penyayang giler that's why aini suke dpt amik gmbar dgn dier!kelakar pown iye juge!tp gmbar dier kat chark!hehehe.. nnt la aini upload lepas chark da kasik gmbar.therefore, hari ni mmg aini penat!...lembik je...tp dah mkn nasik td, sudah kembali pulih!yayyy!! oh ya, aini darah B! :)

hmmm...last sunday was kak mira's wedding day! seronok sgt!! theme = pink+green! seronok sgt tmpat tuh...ade swimming pool lg!dier buat dekat sunway semenyih club resort...mcm tu la lebih kurang name tmpat tuh...tp mmg sweet la!haisy...gmbar tak byk sgt dkt aini...dekat member2 mcd bykla kot...tp takde pown diorg upload!kak mira tu actually manager mcd tmpat aini kerje...dia kelakar, and otai jugak!giler2!seronoklah kerje dgn dier... aini harap dia bahagia smpai biler2 and moge berkekalan jodoh hingga ke akhir hayat! :)

i'll forgive you weirdo!

Weirdo..

That’s all I can say. Yup, today there’s someone came to me and said sorry. And since I once had been so closed to her, so I thought she is my friend. I’d been closed to her only on our first semester. The next semester some how I thought she’s so childish and I just can’t stand with her. So, I started to get part from her and find other new friends. It’s not that she’s not good enough but I don’t think she able to hear me out and she’ll never understand others feeling. And as for me, I would like to have friends that will understand me and someone that can give me advices and show me the path when I’m lost. I need a person that I can lean on and reach my hand when I fall. i can be childish but I just cant bear it when she keeps being childish and tell everyone about her boyfriend even during the lesson or lecture. For me, that’s all nonsense! And some how GEDIXx giler!!perlu ker?org lain pon ade bf what… aini tak suke tp since dia pernah jd kawan aini aini diam je la.tp air muke aini tak boleh sorok ape yg aini rase. She’s so annoying, man!! I can’t help it! I’m sorry! Org lain gelak2 dgn cara dia, igt diorg exactly suke ke? Haisyy…

Last year dia ade ckp yg dier tak suke dgn impression aini in front of the class…gile kn? Aini malu jugaklah time tuh, tp aini mmg tak suke dia buat perangai macam tuh, macam mane aini nk senyum? So, aini biar jela dia kritik aini camtuh. Yes I admit, aini mmg mcm tuh. So, da lame2 tuh ok je…cume aini mmg tak byk ckp la dgn dia dam cm dgn kwn2 aini yg lain. Bukan since kejadian yg dier luah perasaan kat depan kelas tuh, mmg dah tak byk ckp since dier menggedik tak tentu hala..aini rimas…aini ckp dgn dier hal2 penting je. Tp perasaan aini dkt dier normal la…mcm org lain.tadelah nk benci ke, mara ke, tanak kawan ke…semua2 tuh la…huhuhu... and tibe2 td dia dtg mintak maaf…weird dowhhh…tp aini terima je la…cume aini tak faham ape yg berlaku. All of sudden, out of nowhere, tibe2 dier dtg mintak maaf and that’s it…tu jer…pelikkan?takpernah2 dier nk dtg bilik aini…hm tp aini pon mintak maafla sekali dkt dier, cumenyer yg menyebabkan aini tulis psal dia kat sini sbb aini tak fhm sbb tibe2 je…and aini tak taw dia betul2 ke tak…kompius…heee….but hope everything will be just fine!heeee…in conclusion,

I love my friends NOW! Chark, efa, zatul, aniza, by, hani, timah! Hope our friendship last forever! :) and also cant wait for our vacation to Kuching!!!! yayyy!!

a thought that count!

hi!

life is very complicated right?
why did i say so?
we could just reflect ourselves and people around us.
cmon, do the reflection.
there are many kinds of people and each one of them always changed.
either in positive way or the other way around.
people always changed.

there are so many things and so many kinds of people around us.
and each one of them have their own personality and their own identity.
there is one of them who is very close to us. we care, we understand and we always depends on each other. and we never thought they might change. but yet they changed. and they changed a lot.

they never care about us anymore, they started to avoid, started to hurt us and never try to understand us like they did before.
they seems to be someone different..
and it seems like the relationship between us is meaningless.
it means nothing to them.
and that's really hurt.
then, they will turn back to us when they feel lonely and need someone to lean on.
they hurt us twice!

but there are some of them which we never really care,
they are not even close to us.
but actually they care. they are much more alert about us.
and they appreciate us more than anybody else.
that's the touching part is.
we never acknowledge them but they always be there for us no matter what.


i'm just being so thoughtful bout this.
i wonder why.
but some how i just wants to tell everyone who reads this entry,
pls do treat me nice and appreciate me. appreciate our relationship.
don't take it for granted and just ignore.
i am a sensitive person.
and i love to be loved by others.

that's all..

LIAR!

hi, hello!

well, just updating my blog. new layout, for new year, new adventure and new life to begin. saje je tade keje.tapi menyesal kemudian...inilah dia...heee...

hm, i just dun understand people. why they have to lie to others?why? it's just a small thing and they dont have to lie bout it. but they did!yes they did!why is that? serius tak fhm...nak perhatianke nak bangga diri?atau pon nk minta simpati org lain?sbb tuh bohong?tipu org sane sini?perlu ke semua tuh?untuk ape? and the worst part is, they lied to their bestfriend!kesiankan kawan baik dia tuh?kene tipu bulat2..kene tipu hidup2..haisyy...pity on you..yes YOU! yg senang2 je percaye ckp dia and yg senang2 je kene tipu! especially me..but now im NOT anymore!

i hate it! tak suke org tipu2 ni... perlu ke menipu? nk jage hati la konon nye?tp kantoi menipu...terjage ke hati yg ingin dijage tuh?isk isk isk... kesian kan? teruskan la hidup dengan penipuan tuh...but sorry, i never believe you again! its not the first time! no sorry for you and you guys are slut! (excuse me for that word!im just totally mad+hate it! and you dont have to be that sensitive if you're not one of 'them'. so let it be...)

YOU ARE NOT SORRY..

.azam 2010.

Hi!

aini harap aini belum terlambat nak bgtaw azam 2010 aini...heee....antaranya;

1. to be more independent and MUST NOT dependent on others anymore!
2. tak BOROS
3. menjadi anak+kakak+adik yang lebih baik.
4. kurangkan menyakat adik2...diorg dah besar... haisyyy...
5. lebih penyabar...
6. lebih rajin
   
7. cube menjadi gf yg lebih baik~huhuhu...
8. lebih pentingkan perasaan org lain berbanding perasaan diri sendiri tp dlm mase yg same lebih pentingkn diri sendiri..heee, boley tak?
   

hmmm....tu jela rasenye..so, mcm mane?ok tak?hope org2 yg berada disekeliling aini especially org yg paling hampir dgn aini dpt membantu aini dalam mencapai mission ni!

gambate!!

Trouble is part of your life, and if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you enough chance to love you enough. ~Dinah Shore

...2009...

2009: In the Beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? – sleep already maybe…

Who were you with? – family, obviously…
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? - no
Did you make any resolutions? - yes.

2009: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone? – no.
Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? - no
Did you meet anyone special? – yesss…so many of them!
Did you fall in love? – heeee…yess.


2009: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? – yess… too many of them!
Did any of your friendships end? – yess..
Did you dislike anyone? – hahaha…there are few people really pissed me off!
Did you make any new enemies? - perhaps
Did you resolve any fights? - no..
Who was your closest friend? – chark, nina, diera, emy.
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? - no.


2009: Your birthday
Did you have a cake? – yess! Heee….
What did you do for your birthday? – it was splendid!
Did you have a party? – yes…a small late nite party with my friends~
Did you get any presents? – yes! Present from Naim is the best..he’s never been so sweet like that! ;)
If so what was the best thing you got? – bracelet… :)


2009: All about you
Did you change at all this year? – yes..of coz, people always changed
Did you dye your hair? – yes.
Did you get your hair cut? - yes.
Did you change your style? - yes.
Were you in school? - yes.
Did you get good grades? – the middle semester was great but last semester was grrr…..
Did you have a job? – mcdonalds part time crew…heee…
Do you drive? - yes. Definitely!
Did you own a car? – not yet! Wait till I have my own mini cooper~~yay!
Did anyone close to you gave birth? – nope.
Did you move at all? - no
Did you go on any vacations? – bandung.
Would you change anything about yourself? -i guess so..


2009: Wrap Up
Is 2009 a good year? – YES but tough also!
Did 2009 bring any new insights? - yeah
Do you think 2010 will top 2009? – I only hope for the best! Please treat me nice 2010!

happiness~

HI!!

Akhirnya aini kene balek Melaka balik!aduhaaaiii…satu bende yg paling aini benci sgt…huhuhu…tak seronokla balik melake.. aini pon tak tahulah kenape.. and sekarang, aini teringat time cuti hari tuh. Seronok sgt kerja! Kene betul la dengan jiwe aini..heheh…

Hari last day kerja = hari last 2009.

Aini harap aini tak terlambat lg nak cerita…seronok sgt hari tuh! Kerja hari tuh tak mcm hari2 lain. Aini smpai je Mcd, aini stock up dulu and dptla selit2 duduk kitchen jap.. manager hari tuh abg hussin dengan abg wan. Diorg mmg seronok tgk aini datang sbb diorg suke bg aini drawer and suruh aini jage counter..huhu…aini suke je keje tuh tp kalau dah tiap ari mengadap counter tak seronok la jugak kn…aini saje cakap bosan jg counter, tp diorg ttp jugak kasik drawer. Sabar jerla… then aini saje je sabot nk duduk drive thru, diorg terus ok!hehe…seronok…aini susah betul nak dapat duduk drive thru, and at last, dapat jugak!biler duduk drive thru mmg seronokla sebab lepas ambik order and ambik duit, aini boley merayau2 dok kitchen kalau tade customers. So, aini lame jugak lah duduk kitchen. Dapat jugak buat double cheese burger, sausage mc muffin, big breakfast, chicken burger, etc…hehehe…SERONOK SGT!

Masa aini ambik order pulak, abg hussin datang belakang kat drive thru. Aini bgtaw dia aini dahaga kan, then dia dtg belakang kasik air milooo!!hehehe…seronok sgt!selalu kalau dok counter aini jela yg kene kasik org air, tp ari tuh manager yg bg air!seronok sgtt2!!hehehe…mmg bahagia la…air milo pulak tuh. Biasenye kalau bukan time break, soft drinks jer boley minum, tp aini dpt air milo!! ;) teruje sgt!!

Then lepas keje, aini jumpe syiqin, sarah and aiman!tu pown sgt seronok!kalau diingat balik, syiqin tuh mmg best friend betul masa sekolah rendah dulu!seronok sgt!!main the sims la, naek beskal same2 la, semuanya dengan dia lah since rumah kitorg pown tak jaoh!heheh…sarah pulak aini rapat time kat sekolah agama sbb aini tak pernah rasenya satu kelas dgn sarah dkt sekolah rendah. Tp kat sekolah rendah kitorg same2 rumah kuning…seronok sgt!!!aiman pulak, aini start kenal mase darjah 5. Darjah 6 pon kitorg classmates. Yg kelakar nya, kitorg selalu je gado2..hehehe…lawak je..kitorg satu team kire cepat mase darjah 5 jugak… masok sekolah menengah aini chatting jer kadang2 tuh dgn aiman..hehehe…kire ketiga2 org yg aini jumpe hari last 2009 nih semua kawan2 sekolah rendah and semuanya kawan aini yg aini suke sgt2!!hehe…seronok betul jumpe diorg hari tuh!! Tp kejap sgt, next time aini harap dpt hangout dengan diorg lg lame!!hopefully!!seronokla borak2 dengan diorg!!heee…

Mlm tuh pulak, mlm new year..aini keluar dgn diera…kitorg jalan2 dekat alamanda and kemudian kitorg lepak dekat mcd!kat situ jerla tempat yg tak berapa nk ramai org and yg paling dekat dengan rumah. Daus pon join kitorg nina pown same!seronok sgt lg!!hehehe...malam tuh, nina ngan diera sleep over rumah aini sebab mak abah balik kampung and aini penakot duduk rumah sorg…hehehe…thanx to them!!

Kesimpulannya, hari terakhir 2009 banyak meninggal kenangan yg sgt manis untuk aini! And I hope 2010 will be more interesting and adventure year for me to enjoy!yay!!

THAT’S ALL!

People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost. ~H. Jackson Browne

nasihat 2010.

oiyt...

huhuhu..hari ni bosan sgt!yg bestnyer sbb akhirnya dapat juga aini tgk avatar...bende2 lain pasal hari nih semuanye membosankan!

pelikkan, bile kite rase kite dah kenal orang tuh dan dah percaya dekat dia, dia dtg untuk kecewakan kite. bila kite rasa orang tu dah kenal diri kite lame, dia jugak yg sakitkan hati kite. kenapa mcm tuh ye? walaupun kite dah buat baik dkt dia, dan kite dah taw pon yg kite nih saling memerlukan antara satu same lain, tp dia ttp tak faham kite tapi terus sakitkan hati kite. kenapa macam tuh? sbb dia take people for granted? kalau keluarga, ibarat air dicincang takkan putus. so kite tak perlu nk jaga hati org lain? kalao dgn pasangan atau kawan2 pulak ke, disebabkan kite tak boleyh takde diorg since we need each other and depends on each other, so kite boley buat suke2 hati tanpa fikirkan perasaan pasangan or kawan kite tuh? and bile dah buat salah pulak, pretend like nothing happened and at last kite berbaik balik without the word 'sorry'. then the next time terus buat mcm tu berulang kali. tak berenti...makin kerap pulak!

sampai bile nak saba nih? sometimes kite kene igt, bile kite minta maaf pon, and org tuh maafkan kite pown parut dia masih ada. ape tah lagi kalau buat2 tanya ape salah dia, or tak ckp sori langsung. yang paling tak tahan, tuding jari kat org lain pulak. letak kesalahan dekat org lain pulak. kadang2, ade jugak yg nak ambik kesempatan. mentang2 dia lemah lembut or mentang2 dia kaya or ape2 lg yg lain lah, so, kite ambik kesempatan. kite buat sesuaka hati kite..bahagia sakitkan hati org lain. takde rase bersalah langsung. org yg kite sakitkan hatti tu mungkin dia tak tunjuk sepenuhnya ape yg dia rase, tp kalau kene kat diri kite balek mcm mane?sakit tak sakit kalau bende mcm nih jd kat kite?

fikirlah balik.dont take other people for granted!aini sgt benci kalau jadi kat aini! and kalau terus jugak buat mcm nih dekat aini, aini nak mintak maaf sebab aini dah takkan boleyh nk maafkan perbuatan korang dkt aini. some people just dont deserve the second chance!