Happy Birthday Aini!

Hi,

Last post aini cakap nk cerita pasal birthday aini kan?

Well, at last on 2 March 2010 I’ve turn 22~waaahhh…mcm tak percaya dah berusia…hehehe…

Takde pape sgt pon…mlm tuh aini tido awal sbb aini mmg penat siang tuh. Kol 12, mcm biasela…naim kol and wish aini happy birthday. Tp aini dah tido time tuh.so kitorg berckp kejap je la…kesian naim, dia patut balek keje pukul 1, tp dia mintak balek pkol 11 sbb dia tanak wish aini lambat…sweet kn diaa??? :)

Pagi esok tuh aini bangun tido mmg byk sgt msg org wish birthday…terharu jugelah…thanxx so much guys!!seronok plak bile org wish walaupun sepatutnye aini bersedih kerana semakin berusia…hehehe..then, atas laptop aini ade kad birthday from EFA…my rumate~~heeee…terharu lagi!! Dekat notice board mmg aini dah letak kad birthday yg adik aini buatkan…dia kasi hari ahad before aini balek melake…hehehe…comeyl..

Tp time birthday aini tuh, aini tak sehat…aini mengalami sakit kepala yg sgt kronik!huhuhu…sakit sgt kott..tp sempat jugaklah berjalan petang tuh. Sbb teman chark pegi tesco nk mintak sponsor..aini keluar dengan zatul, chark, efa n timah. Kitorg mkn ais jagung atas jejantas dekat melake central!hehehe…situ memg ais jagung terbaik aini pernah minum!!sedaaaappp giler kott!!mmg aini tak leh handle…favourite tuhhh!!

Balek tuh, efa bagi aini hadiah…from her and from timah!tekala tekalah ape diorg kasikk??hehehee….bedsheet yg sgt chantekkk!!disney princess warna pink!!mmg favourite la tuh!!aini seronok sgt dpt bedsheet!thanx to both of them!!i appreciate it very much!

Chark pon ade kasik aini kad birthday…sgt cute kott…walopon dia kate burok tp since kad tuh dia buat sendiri, aini rase chantek je~heee….thanx to u too chark!! Along aini plak aini mintak adiah kat dia.tp dia tanak kasik. Aini ckp nk 22 hadiah sbb umo aini dah 22. Tibe2 dia ckp dia tak percaye aini dah 22. Dia siap Tanya aini lahir tahun brape. Dia ckkp aini budak2…dia tak percaya aini dah 22..jahat sgt!dia slalu buli aini, mmgla dia rase seronok.. selame ni dia tak sedar ke dia buli aini yg berusia 20-an ni…hehehe…ape la mslh dia…hehehe…

So,tu jela birthday tahun ni…biase2 je tp seronok. Kalo tahun lepas naim bw aini pergi dinner..kenalkan dgn kawan2 dia…and sgt byk bende2 sweet berlaku..tahun ni tadee…sbb ari selase.aini kat melake. Dia pon ade kelas kat miat. Tp, dia ttp sweet sbb balek awal nk call aini…hehehe…sernoknyer!!bahagia btoll… :)

Tu je la…thanx to all yg wish aini happy birthday~terharu la…hehehe…

THANX SO MUCH and HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY AINI!!

Take care guys, and later…

yg powerpuff girls tu, ainul nye kad, yg kumbang tuh chark kasik, bedsheet efa n timah, and another kad from efa again....hehehe....many thanx to all of u!!

sweet sgt ainul wat kad utk achik!

i'll forgive you weirdo!

Weirdo..

That’s all I can say. Yup, today there’s someone came to me and said sorry. And since I once had been so closed to her, so I thought she is my friend. I’d been closed to her only on our first semester. The next semester some how I thought she’s so childish and I just can’t stand with her. So, I started to get part from her and find other new friends. It’s not that she’s not good enough but I don’t think she able to hear me out and she’ll never understand others feeling. And as for me, I would like to have friends that will understand me and someone that can give me advices and show me the path when I’m lost. I need a person that I can lean on and reach my hand when I fall. i can be childish but I just cant bear it when she keeps being childish and tell everyone about her boyfriend even during the lesson or lecture. For me, that’s all nonsense! And some how GEDIXx giler!!perlu ker?org lain pon ade bf what… aini tak suke tp since dia pernah jd kawan aini aini diam je la.tp air muke aini tak boleh sorok ape yg aini rase. She’s so annoying, man!! I can’t help it! I’m sorry! Org lain gelak2 dgn cara dia, igt diorg exactly suke ke? Haisyy…

Last year dia ade ckp yg dier tak suke dgn impression aini in front of the class…gile kn? Aini malu jugaklah time tuh, tp aini mmg tak suke dia buat perangai macam tuh, macam mane aini nk senyum? So, aini biar jela dia kritik aini camtuh. Yes I admit, aini mmg mcm tuh. So, da lame2 tuh ok je…cume aini mmg tak byk ckp la dgn dia dam cm dgn kwn2 aini yg lain. Bukan since kejadian yg dier luah perasaan kat depan kelas tuh, mmg dah tak byk ckp since dier menggedik tak tentu hala..aini rimas…aini ckp dgn dier hal2 penting je. Tp perasaan aini dkt dier normal la…mcm org lain.tadelah nk benci ke, mara ke, tanak kawan ke…semua2 tuh la…huhuhu... and tibe2 td dia dtg mintak maaf…weird dowhhh…tp aini terima je la…cume aini tak faham ape yg berlaku. All of sudden, out of nowhere, tibe2 dier dtg mintak maaf and that’s it…tu jer…pelikkan?takpernah2 dier nk dtg bilik aini…hm tp aini pon mintak maafla sekali dkt dier, cumenyer yg menyebabkan aini tulis psal dia kat sini sbb aini tak fhm sbb tibe2 je…and aini tak taw dia betul2 ke tak…kompius…heee….but hope everything will be just fine!heeee…in conclusion,

I love my friends NOW! Chark, efa, zatul, aniza, by, hani, timah! Hope our friendship last forever! :) and also cant wait for our vacation to Kuching!!!! yayyy!!

a thought that count!

hi!

life is very complicated right?
why did i say so?
we could just reflect ourselves and people around us.
cmon, do the reflection.
there are many kinds of people and each one of them always changed.
either in positive way or the other way around.
people always changed.

there are so many things and so many kinds of people around us.
and each one of them have their own personality and their own identity.
there is one of them who is very close to us. we care, we understand and we always depends on each other. and we never thought they might change. but yet they changed. and they changed a lot.

they never care about us anymore, they started to avoid, started to hurt us and never try to understand us like they did before.
they seems to be someone different..
and it seems like the relationship between us is meaningless.
it means nothing to them.
and that's really hurt.
then, they will turn back to us when they feel lonely and need someone to lean on.
they hurt us twice!

but there are some of them which we never really care,
they are not even close to us.
but actually they care. they are much more alert about us.
and they appreciate us more than anybody else.
that's the touching part is.
we never acknowledge them but they always be there for us no matter what.


i'm just being so thoughtful bout this.
i wonder why.
but some how i just wants to tell everyone who reads this entry,
pls do treat me nice and appreciate me. appreciate our relationship.
don't take it for granted and just ignore.
i am a sensitive person.
and i love to be loved by others.

that's all..

LIAR!

hi, hello!

well, just updating my blog. new layout, for new year, new adventure and new life to begin. saje je tade keje.tapi menyesal kemudian...inilah dia...heee...

hm, i just dun understand people. why they have to lie to others?why? it's just a small thing and they dont have to lie bout it. but they did!yes they did!why is that? serius tak fhm...nak perhatianke nak bangga diri?atau pon nk minta simpati org lain?sbb tuh bohong?tipu org sane sini?perlu ke semua tuh?untuk ape? and the worst part is, they lied to their bestfriend!kesiankan kawan baik dia tuh?kene tipu bulat2..kene tipu hidup2..haisyy...pity on you..yes YOU! yg senang2 je percaye ckp dia and yg senang2 je kene tipu! especially me..but now im NOT anymore!

i hate it! tak suke org tipu2 ni... perlu ke menipu? nk jage hati la konon nye?tp kantoi menipu...terjage ke hati yg ingin dijage tuh?isk isk isk... kesian kan? teruskan la hidup dengan penipuan tuh...but sorry, i never believe you again! its not the first time! no sorry for you and you guys are slut! (excuse me for that word!im just totally mad+hate it! and you dont have to be that sensitive if you're not one of 'them'. so let it be...)

YOU ARE NOT SORRY..